Lost & yet to be found!!!

Hi,
Nothing new.. I'm kinda lost again... lost in thots ya whatever.... I sometimes think I think a lot which I mist not... I'd rather enjoy the moment.... By doing this I'm sure I would enjoy the moment... but what about the future? I might not enjoy, I might. I might regret enjoying now, but I might also regret not enjoying later. What must one do? Should one go where life takes them or strive to find a new life for their own.

For all that I know now is, I know where I don't wanna go, and lifes taking me very much there. What can I do to take a turn? Any damn turn.. left, right, U.... Grrrr..... But where? The signboards are all empty!! Rather they all have '?' on them!! :(

I swear I've never been this confused in life! I've never thought much before taking a decision before, but now I am... more since I don;t wanna repeat the same mistake again. I'd rather think twice! :) But 1 bar sochne me itna waqt lag gaya to do I have time to think twice?

I guess I must lay down the rules of life... MY life.. what I want, they way I wanna live it :) what's imp 2 me considering just a few imp ppl in my life... ARGHHHHHH

I'm done for today!!... I wish someone would read and help me plsss.... :( I know I should be discussing all this with my frends n ppl close 2 me... pretty stupid of me to ask a stranger, but then i've already overburdened them with all these stuff n m sure they think m insane!!.. Maybe I really am..... but... well, who cares? All I care now is to take a quick, good and concrete decision!!.... :(