heyyaa :)

m bak 2 blogging.... as usual durin my lows.... i guess ive bcum too lazy to be takin out my diary n ritin down n prefer jus openin a window n ritin all de crap... i knw that though this link is nt shared it mite come across sum1... well, i don care as long as tht sum1 is a stranger.... Anyone i guess wud b comfortable with a stranger readin their diary than sum1 whom dey knw?? Esp a stranger with whom dey r never gonna get aquainted with ;) :) n moreover.... if @ all i wanna destroy this... its easier with a mouse click than takin de pains of destroyin a diary of some 500 pages :) this is much safer!! :)

Oh cool.... m already feelin better :) It's amazing how riting down ur thoughts immediately calms de mind....dunno abt oders bt sure happens with me!!.... nice stress buster.... sum1 who jus listens n doesnt pep in unwanted advices. :) I lovee u!! :)

Ok.... coming to the pt.... what are relationships? What is frendship?? There r always times when i feel though u mite hav a 100 frends.... u feel lonely.... Though u mite hav 10 good frends... u dunno whom 2 share ur thoughts with.... though u mite hav 2 best frends... u find times when u r all alone... wanting to share yet nt able to.... wher de oder person fails 2 find time 4 u.... N allll ur frnds wud b busy @ precisely tht same time.... :( happens a lot with me.... its wen i start wondering if I have any frends @ all?? afterall... doenst frendship mean to be by ur frends side when dey need u? Then how is it that i find no1 beside me when i need sum1? @least sum1? :'(

M at loss of words..... its jus that time when i need 2 spend sumtime alone.... i wish i was by de beach side..... all alone........ i wish i cud share my thots with sum1.... jus sum1.... :(

Adios!

P.S. i don wish to reveal my relationship with my mom now... Its jus tooo full of frictions... I jus fail 2 understand her.. @ de same time i feel vice versa too... its ironic how i used 2 think shes de 1 who understands me perfectly :)